Stolen attention.

Despite the beautiful sunshine outside I feel rather melancholic today.

Souvenirs.

Green Tea KitKat. Japanese people are crazy. I got a bag of these as souvenir from my brother who just arrived home from Osaka last night.

I'm not sure how I'm processing with my happiness project right now. It feels I havent really even concentrated on it lately.  And when it comes to this blog I'm still fighting with the limits I tried to set for myself. It's hard to keep it casual when the actual topic is far away from it.
I think I need a better plan.

No pressure.

Tomorrow I'm leaving my old job behind. One of my this year's goals achieved (a month late, but who cares?)

Pretty, oh so pretty!

When shopping there's two things I definitely enjoy buying the most: cosmetics and lingerie. I would never photograph my underwear collection and post it online but I'll happily show you my other interest!
Here is just most of my lotions and skin care products. There's still my hair products and makeup and....
Some may call it an addiction and/or ridiculously much. I call it happiness. 8)

Ouch.

When on a sick leave, thank goodness for family, friends, online tv-shows, vanilla tea and pudding.

Regrets.

I think I have read this article before but I ran into it again today.
The article is in Finnish and it is about people's last regrets on their death-bed. 

1. I wish I would have had the courage to live my life being honest to myself, and not the life everybody else expected me to have.
2. I wish I wouldn't have worked so much.
3. I wish I would have had the courage to express my feelings.
4. I wish I had stayed in contact with my friends.
5. I wish I had allowed myself to be happier.

I could never forgive myself if I regretted something, especially those mentioned above, when I'm dying. I'm trying really hard to live my life the way that in the end when I look back I don't feel sad and start regretting. It's like throwing you're life away as it was useless. Hrrr. Even only the thought crushes my heart.

I want to make the change before regretting happens.

Happiness.

My Saturday night was saved by my two best friends who came over and cheered me up. 
I'm a lucky girl to have them in my life. :)